My Ah-Ha moment...

I just have to share this moment with you all..an "Ah-Ha" moment happened last night while laying in bed reading on my awesome nook that Andrew got me..it had to do with the book "The Boy Who Came Back From Heaven".  If you have not had a chance to read this book you must do so ASAP.  It is the most amazing story I have ever read, and I'm not even done with the book.  It is so powerful and will move you to tears.  Tears that will even happen in public while you are reading on the eliptical while working out-People probably thought I was sweating on my face profusely:)  I will not go into details, because I don't want to ruin the story for those you have not yet read it, but this story will deeply touch you.  It is about a boy who experiences Heaven while in a coma from a bad car accident, as well as the trials and miracles his parents and those around them experience during this time.  While reading this book I became aware that I do not appreciate the life that God has given me.  I wake up, dreading the day, dreading the weather, dreading work (sometimes), dreading working out (yes, even myself has off days), and dreading the bills I know are looming in the distance.  All I do is dread, dread, dread.  Instead I should be rejoicing and thanking God for giving me the life that he has.  I am healthy, happy, have great family and friends, have the man of my dreams, and am living a great life.  Things aren't always going to be ball of sunshine...life isn't perfect.  But its what you do with your life during the hard times that matters.  So this morning I woke up and thought to myself.."I AM HAPPY"  And this took me by surprise because due to the rainy weather and it being 6:00am I would usually start mumbling ugly thoughts..haha.. But not today.  Today was different, today was a new day, today was mine.  I can't help but wonder if this book, and this little boy's story was God's way of showing me that my life is an alright life.  Be accepting of it, take it by the ropes and ride through life with a smile on your face.   In the book the Mom of the boy had stated that her little boy would reach people all around the world with his story, and that he would touch them in their hearts, soul, and mind.  Well Mrs. Malarkey you were right.  Though it may not have been some huge miracle to some, it's a big miracle to me :) I am happy, I am thankful, and I am loving my life!  

.God Bless.